Creativity Bootcamp day Six - Fly

Creativity Boot Camp Day Six - Fluid

 

I took this picture at the creek behind my work. It was a happy accident, one of those shots you just take along with all the others, then when you load it on your computer you think - wow wouldn't I be a great photographer if I had taken this on purpose? : )

The journal prompt to day is what rules do I impose on myself when I "create". I am not sure I have rules, I just take pictures of what looks good to me at the moment. Some days it is old rusty stuff, other days it is macros of flowers and other days it is landscapes. I don't really think I have a style of photo.

Creativity Boot Camp Day Five - Grow

The challenge to listen to some of the music that I listened to in high school took me back quickly. My favorite was Eric Clapton's "All By Myself". I was into the sad, dark ballads about love lost. I think, that if it had been in style back then, I would have been "goth" or "emo". I wrote dark poetry, and sad stories. I don't really know why, I felt alone in my family. My parent's were loving and caring, but I still longed for something. I looked for "it" in bad relationships, and never found it.

I eventually grew out of it, but it took me years. I married still looking for "it", and we all know that another person can not ever be "it". Indeed, he was not "it". But I got my wonderful children from that experience, and would not change that for the world. I have amazing children, (they are adults now). The experience of my divorce forced me to realize that I needed to be happy and satisfied with myself before I could find happiness with another. I was happily single for 23 years when my life took a dramatic turn. I left a job that I had held for 23 years, I took a month long trip to Brazil, I took a job where I supervised 12 very skilled people. It was a scary, exciting time for me. I also met the love of my life, the man that I will spend the rest of my life with. I will grow old with this man, and I know that the roads my life took, led me through many experiences so that I would be ready for this man.

I have grown from a dark, sad teenager, to a happy, loving adult, who is right now this moment, listening to "I am so Blessed" by Martina McBride.

Crearative Bootcamp Day Four - Heavy Metal

My first thought when I saw our word for the day was of the weights sitting next to my bed and under my desk at work. In this Bootcamp I have been trying to go with my first thought. I spent most of my morning trying to deside how to use the weights in a picture and a journal entry. I was at my physical therapy appointment when the ideas began forming.

The weights are near my bed and under my desk at work because my body is betraying me. Well, at least that is the way it feels to me. I am right handed, and had a fairly significant injury to my right arm15 years ago. A few months ago I noticed my arm aching, my hand getting weaker. I ignored it for weeks and finally when I could not open a jar or pick up my camera with out pain, I went in to have it checked out.

The old injury never heal properly, they are telling me.
I am getting older, I hate to hear that phrase.
I may need surgery, but we are trying physical therapy first.
I feel betrayed, I want my body to work like it did when I was 20, it doesn't.

In some ways my body is holding back the creative side of me, that frustrates me, I feel like I have enough roadbocks with out my body being one of them. I press on, taking as many pictures as I can, processing them as I can, but I can see a difference. I am firm in my resolve to not let it stop me completely, and to learn something from this experience.

The Creativity Bootcamp has been just what I needed for right now. It has made me stop and think about how I think about myself, what my roadblocks are and how to overcome both of them.

The weights will no longer be a reminder not how weak I am, but of how strong I will be.

Multilayered - Creativity Bootcamp Day Three

These are the hands of a wife, lover, friend, mother, step-mother, housekeeper, gardener, laundress, grocery-getter, employee, supervisor, lover of God, aunt, sister, sister-in-law, daughter, photographer, and artist. These are my hands and I am multilayered.

Creative Bootcamp Day Two

Today's Word - Picnic

I saw this bee buzzing around this blossom today after work, I thought what a picnic the bee's are having this time of year. No planning, no clean up, just drop in and eat, fly off and eat some more. Then I realized this is no picnic for the bee, it is hard work and it's life's work. But it is a picnic for me to watch, I have a strange fasination with bee's, I am allergic, to I keep my distance, yet I am drawn to them. They are so busy and dedicated to the hive. I love to watch them flit from blossom to blossom.

Creative Bootcamp Day One

Today I am supose to write a letter to myself about what I hope to gain from this course. I want to be challenged and get my creative juices going again. I want to take some one elses prompt and come up with my own interpretation of it. I want to see what others are doing and be inspired by them. That is all.

The word today was Ivory.